Living in the Northeast now makes things interesting. For the last several years, I have missed cold weather more and more. To be honest, I don’t like digging my car out of the snow when we have a storm. I do love the cold weather, the snow, and the light winds. I have no problems dressing for the weather, even if it does mean more laundry.
When I walk outside, I am reminded why I missed this weather. The clean taste of the wind, the brush of cold over my cheeks when I am all bundled up, and the pleasure of watching the snow fall. I know it’s not all fun and games, though. I don’t like driving in slush (it’s slicker than snot), having big trucks and SUVs try to intimidate me in my little car, and driving on ice is just stupid.
I am lucky because my current job can be done from home. So my boss makes the call (like he did yesterday morning), and I get to stay bundled up in my apartment (in my jammies, of course) and still get my job done. It’s not optimal, but it is a great option when the weather gets really ugly.
So that’s work and weather.
The class I am taking for my bipolar is fascinating but hard. I’m a little behind, but I hope to catch up over the next couple days. Learning to determine my state and function during an episode would be a great thing. Like I said, though, it’s not easy. Being unable to answer the questions clearly makes it hard for me to continue. It’s the perfectionist in me.
Other than the class, I need to work on my apartment in the worst way. I don’t have anywhere to store things, so my clothes are all over the place. I need to get a bunch of hangers. I hate having to since I left a ton of them back in Texas. That’s the other thing. I had to leave so much behind, I am finding that I miss certain things.
I thought I brought one of my favorite books (The Deed of Paksennarion omnibus by Elizabeth Moon) and my favorite movie (Dune – theatrical release). Sadly, it looks like neither one of them made it up here. Those I might need to ask to be sent up here. If they can be found among everything I left behind. And if they weren’t donated. I would have to cry since neither one is easy to replace.
Since I don’t currently have internet, I can’t get into too much trouble. 😉 So I keep my phone, Kindle, and Nook charged so I have plenty to read. My comp does have a few movies on it, so that’ pretty cool. I am managing to keep myself entertained, even when I cannot go outside. I do want to get healthier, so I am trying to eat better. As well, I might enter a weight loss challenge at work. I’m not sure about that one yet. Part of getting healthier for me is doing my PT exercises again. I need to go online to find some of my old ones, especially since I have several different bands now. Since I don’t mind the cold as much as many, I might start walking.
One of the reasons I need to get my apartment situated is because I am debating getting a dog. If I do, I’ll have to get a prescription because my complex doesn’t allow pets. I might just wait until October when my lease expires and move to a different complex. It would be easier if I did that. That would also allow me to get into a slightly better situation financially.
My car will be paid off soon, so that’s less money going there.
Of course, my school loans will be starting back up again soon. I put them on deferment for the move. I also need to find some sort of financial/legal advisor regarding my medical bills, too. I would like to start paying on them, but I’m really not sure where to start. It would be so much better if I could consolidate them like you can with credit cards.
So there are 2 things I need and one thing I want to get the apartment situated. My first priority is a bed. I am currently sleeping on a very nice air mattress. Sadly, it’s sprung a leak twice already. (Thank you, brat, for the silicone sealant/glue.) My next priority (and this may happen first just for cost reasons) is storage/shelves. There’s a Habitat Restore nearby and I should be able to find dressers and such for reasonable prices. The want is a bean bag couch or lounger. They aren’t horribly expensive, but they do look comfy. [FYI, I pulled the links just for the description, etc. I do not support any specific online retailer.]
Group therapy is going well. I think we have a pretty good group pulled from all walks of life. This is done through a community clinic, so you really do get all-sorts. Sometimes I feel odd coming in there with my heavy suede winter coat and work clothes. I wonder if people think I am weird or don’t belong. Then I remember they aren’t my target audience.
Well, I think that is enough of an update for right now. I’m trying to do better about writing here. I do want to do more communicating with others.
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